Becca

Tue, 13 May 2003 22:30:19 GMT

Just in case you didn't see the first one, I am now clearmidnight So feel free to Add me. Its 100% friends only.

Fri, 02 May 2003 19:44:08 GMT

Dear people,
I now have a new Livejournal. clearmidnight. It is 100% friends only and you have to add me, or comment on this entry and I'll add you back.

I'll miss this journal *clings*

Sat, 29 Mar 2003 18:40:37 GMT

I guess I'll talk about what happened.

Thursday night, after my doctor's appointment, I went out, cause I wanted to get out. Michelle and I ended up talking our way into a 21+ show at the Alehouse. PLANESIDE!!!! I love them. Heh. After that, the almighty Brenda stole us, and took us up to the big easy to say hi to 6gig. Then we left, it was 2AM. Momma wasn't happy that I came home that late. So, yes. She wanted me dead.

It was worth it.

I thought Stephy and I were gonna hang out today, but I guess she made other plans, its all good. I'll go flyer avec Michelle-o.

Tue, 18 Feb 2003 20:41:57 GMT

1. I hurt : My own feelings
2. I love : 6gig :-D
3. I hate : SNOW
4. I cry : When I watch Brave Little Toaster, yeah go to hell
5. I fear : death
6. I hope : too much
7. I sadden : When my friends are in a bad mood
8. I feel alone : most of the time
9. I kill : Mosquitos
10. I talk : too much
11. I listen : only to what I want to hear
12. I break : pretty much everything I try to fix
13. I see : someone I'm not happy with
14. I smell : laundry
15. I taste : chocolate
16. I work : rarely
17. I remember : things I don't want to
18. I hold : my widdle puppy dog
19. I hide : when I'm stalking people
20. I pray : only when I want something
21. I walk : a lot, and people hate it
22. I drive : nothing, yet
23. I read : Books, Magazines
24. I burn : whatever I can
25. I breathe : frequently
26. I play : Guitar and Sax
27. I miss : too much
28. I touch : the keyboard
29. I want : more than I can ever have
30. I wish : I was somewhere else
31. I know : very little about things that matter
32. I said : things I didn't mean...
33. I dream : in animation
34. I have : 2 legs
36. I fall : whenever I walk, usually
37. I wait : for this god damn snow to end!
38. I need : water
39. I live :as much for the moment as possible
40. I die : too soon

[ When was the last time you.. ]

Smiled : yesterday
Laughed : yesterday
Cried : today
Bought something : yesterday
Danced : yesterday
Were sarcastic : yesterday
Kissed someone : *shrugs*
Talked to an ex : yesterday
Watched your favorite movie : yesterday!
Had a nightmare : last night
Were lulled to sleep by the thought of someone : last night

[ A Last time for everything.. ]

Last book you read : To kill a mockingbird
Last movie you saw : Primal Fear
Last song you heard :The Cars-Drive
Last thing you had to drink : water
Last time you showered : this morning
Last thing you ate : cookie

[ Body ]

1. What do you most like about your body :hair
2. And least : everything
3. How many fillings do you have : 1
4. Do you think you're good looking : no!
5. Do other people often tell you that you're good-looking : no
6. Do you look like any celebrities : no

[ Fashion ]

1. Do you wear a watch : no...wow I so took this survey the other day
2. How many coats and jackets do you own : a few
3. Favorite pants/skirt color : black
4. Most expensive item of clothing :my 90 dollar jacket
5. What kind of shoes do you wear : sneakers
6. Describe your style in one word : whatever

[ Friends ]

1. Do your friends 'know' you : a few
2. What do they tend to be like : awesome
3. Are there traits in you that are universally liked : No
4. How many people do you tell everything to :uh...like...2

[ Other ]

1. Favorite band ever :Metallica, SOAD, OLP, Vacationland, Rocktopus, 6gig, Ransom
2. Most listened to bands : SOAD
3. Do you find any musicians good-looking : most of them
4. Can you play an instrument : yes.
5. Type of music listened to : Everything...Everything...
6. Type never listened to : russian rap
7. Favorite book : the exorcist

[ Religion ]

1. Do you detest religion : I don't really like organized religion
2. How do you think this universe was formed :Big Bang
3. If you currently follow a religion, do you think people who belong to another religion are ignorant : I'm not in a religion, I don't like having views and what I should and shouldn't do pressed on me, if I want to think a certain way, I'm going to, no matter what the religion says...the bible is just a story book in my opinion..its like basing a religion on Green Eggs and Ham
4. If you were in a hostage situation, and you were given a choice, to either praise the demon they follow or die, what would you choose : praise

[ Homosexuality ]

1. What is the first thing you think when you see two gay guys or lesbians holding hands : good for them, not being afraid
3. Do you agree or disagree with gay or lesbian couples bringing up children : agree, why not? they're just as capable

[ General Questions ]

1. Whom do you believe is the smartest man alive at the moment : They're all dead
2. What do you prefer, a sunny or rainy day : Rain
3. Do you consider yourself lucky :sometimes
4. Do you feel pity for people who commit suicide : kind of...you get the best gift of all: life, and you just throw it away like it means nothing...people always have it worse off than you...
5. Choose one word to describe how you feel most often : unaccepted

[ Stuff ]

1. Do you own any plaid clothing : yes
2. Do you own Converse shoes : nope
3. Do you own Saucony shoes : no
4. Do you own old school Nikes : no
5. Do you wear tight pants :kinda
6. Is there more than one zipper in your pants : some of them
7. Do you know what a squatter flap is : yeah
8. Do you own a messenger bag : yep yep
9. Do you wear your messenger bag across your chest : sometimes
10. Do you own braces : no
11. Are braces worn anywhere besides the mouth : yeah..i mean, in general yea, but on me, no
12. Do you have short, shaggy hair : not really
13. Does your hairstyle exceed a height of 3 inches :no, I wish
14. Would you classify your hair as a deadly weapon : no, I wish
15. Do you think mohawks are "neat" : YES!!!
16. Is your hair black or red : nope...
17. Do you have a favorite brand of hair dye :Special FX
18. Do you own a bandana : yea
19. Do you wear plugs in your ears : I want to
20. Are you amused by safety pins : I love them!
21. Have you ever used duct tape as a sewing substitute : yes!
22. Do you own one or more objects with studs or spikes in them :yea
23. Do you own one or more articles of clothing from Dogpile, Lip Service, or Tiger of London :yeah
24. Do you enjoy leopard print : sometimes, depends on what

[ Habits/Beliefs ]

25. Are you disgruntled (having a general hate for everything) : usually
26. Are you an anarchist : no...
27. Does the American flag anger you : yes it just pisses me off that stupid peice of cloth... that was me being sarcastic...hahaha....GOD DAMN RED STRIPES MAKE ME WANT TO MOVE TO CANADA
28. Are you "working class" : I guess
29. Do you dislike "preps" : no, I have no reason to hate someone because of the way they dress...
30. Do you dislike Hot Topic : yeap
31. Do you smoke cigarettes : not anymore
32. Do you smoke cloves : used to
33. Are you a thin waif : ...waif...no...?
34. Are you vegan/vegetarian : no
35. Do you think meat is murder : no, because at our age, we need protein and stuff..but if people don't want to , thats their own choice...its not like not eating it is going to save the animals
36. Do your nighttime activites usually involve drunken underage vomiting : haha, no, i have common sense
37. Have you ever slept in an alley or park : naw
38. Do you wash your hair less than once a week : I would die
39. Have you ever gone a week without a shower : hahahahahahhahahahahaahaaaa....no
40. Have you ever been avoided due to your odor : i dont think so
41. Do you know who Jack Kerouac is : yeah
42. Do you like Mr. Kerouac : some of his work
43. Should Mumia Abu-jamal be freed from prison :Yes, yes he should
44. Are you a member of the Makeout Club : no
45. Do you say "rad" : sometimes

[ Other ]

Name : Becca
Do you like it : no
Nicknames : Chewbecca,becky boo, Becca-Dee-Boo, Beccabeans, Becca Loo Hoo
Screen names : unholyspork43
Age : 15
Birthday : 5/18/87
Sign : Taurus
Location : SoPo, maine
School : SPHS
Status : single
Crush : no one
Virgin : whats the question
Natural hair color : platinum blonde
Current hair color : orange
Eye color : blue
Height :5'1
Birthplace : Portland, Maine
Shoe size : 8

[ Family ]

Parents : 2
Siblings : one younger brother
Live with : mom dad brother
Favorite relative : Grammie

[ Favorites ]

Number : 13
Color : Red
Day : saturday
Month : July
Song : at the moment-U2-With or Without you
Movie : Labyrinth
Food : grapes
Band : SOAD,Metallica
Season : spring
Sport : Baseball
Class : History
Teacher : Farrell
Drink : Water
Veggie : Corn
TV Show : law and order
Radio Station : 94.3, 92.1
Store : I donno...
Word : Blah
Animal : Hippo!
Flower : rose
State : New York

[ This or That ]

Me/You : You
Coke/pepsi : pepsi
Day/night : night
Aol/aim : aim
Cd/cassette : cd
Dvd/vhs : dvd
Jeans/khakis : jeans
Car/truck : Car
Tall/short : Short
Lunch/dinner : dinner
NSYNC/BSB : BSB probably
Gap/Old Navy : Old Navy
Lipstick/Lipgloss : lipgloss
Silver/Gold : silver
Alcohol/Weed : neither

[ Love and Relationships ]

Do you have a bf/gf : no
Do you have a crush : kinda
How long have you liked him/her : not very long
Why do you like this person : many reasons
If you're single, why are you single : because guys hate me
How long was your longest relationship : like...a month
How long was your shortest relationship : 2 days
Who was your first love : i dont know...

Mon, 17 Feb 2003 18:55:49 GMT

Oh how you sicken me. You make me cringe, to think someone such as you actually has the audacity to do something as this. You're nothing you say you are. You think we don't know, you are humored, much like a child who thinks a fairy comes and brings money for their teeth. We know. We know. Your false affairs, your false image of yourself. You're nothing. You're no better than any of us. You're worse. You're scum. To walk out like this on someone, to go away to play with all your imaginary friends. Its called karma. It'll all come back to you. Its already starting. Those people who actually are there for you, will all be gone. Step back. Look at the fantasy world you've created for yourself. Watch it all crumble.

Stolen from one helluva hardcore kid

Thu, 06 Feb 2003 19:48:19 GMT

) First grade teacher's name: Mrs. Thompson

2) Last word you said: OK

3) Last song you sang: Sheila Take a Bow by The Smiths

4) Last person you hugged: Uh...Stephy, possibly

5) Last thing you laughed at: haha, Conan O'Brian and Patton Oswald 'The System of a Down Grill!'

6) Last time you said 'I love you': Today to Michelle

7) Last time you cried: eh, its been a while

8) What's in your CD player: Live-Throwing Copper, The Smiths-Singles, Donnybrook-Bleeding the Grain

9) What colour socks are you wearing: No socks, I do have a home made ghetto foot splint made out of electrical tape and cardboard

10) What's under your bed: Trash, some CDs

12) Current taste: Diet Pepsi

13) Current hair: Pretty Blah Purple

14) Current clothes: tim horton's t-shirt and 2 pairs of Pyjama pants

15) Current annoyance: My footy hurts

16) Current longing: to dye my hair

17) Current desktop picture: Trogdor the Burninator!

18) Current worry: That my foot is broken

19) Current hate: My dog

20) Story behind your LJ username: I was on a NIN trip at the time, and Downward spiral is my favorite NIN album

21) Current favourite article of clothing: My brand new Smiths shirt and my comfy jeans

22) Favourite physical feature of the opposite sex: SIDEBURNS, Hair, Eyes, Smile

23) Last CD that you bought: The Smiths-Singles

24) Favourite place to be:At shows/concerts, just out on the town, with friends

25) Least favourite place: my house, school

26) Time you wake up in the morning: usually 6:30, today though it was 11

27) If you could play an instrument, what would it be: Drums...sooon...possibly the harp or something

29) Do you believe in an afterlife: I don't think so

31) Current favourite word/saying:bah,blah,bumblefudge

32) Favourite book: The Exorcist

33) Favourite season: Spring

34) One person from your past you wish you could go back and talk to: Uh...myself, I guess, and warn myself

35) Favourite day: saturday

36) Where do you want to go: London London London!!!! NYC on March 11, too :-D

37) What is your career going to be like: In the music business, no doubt about it

38) How many kids do you want: 2 or 3

39) What kind of car will you have: A pretty one!

40) Type a line you remember from any book: 'It is a sin to kill a mockingbird' -To kill a mockingbird

41) A random lyric: 'I don't care if monday's blue, tuesdays grey and wednesday too, thursday I don't care about you, its friday, I'm in love'-The Cure

I think my foot is broken. Blah

Mon, 03 Feb 2003 23:03:35 GMT

Weeee, Hooray for Melissa getting accepted into Elmira!!!!! I wub her!

Wed, 29 Jan 2003 23:01:44 GMT

Sent to me by Melissabear :-)

We start to "bud" in our blouses at 9 or 10 years old only to find anything that comes in contact with those tender, blooming buds hurts so bad it brings us to tears. Enter the almighty, uncomfortable training bra contraption the boys in school will snap until we have callouses on our backs.

Next, we get our periods in our early to mid-teens (or sooner). Along with those budding boobs, we now bloat, we cramp, we get the hormone crankies, have to wear little mattresses between our legs or insert tubular, packed cotton rods in places we didn't even know we had.

Our next little rite of passage (premarital or not) is having sex for the first time which is about as much fun as having a ramrod push your uterus through your nostrils (IF he did it right and didn't end up with his little cart before his horse), leaving us to wonder what all the fuss was about.

Then it's off to Motherhood where we learn to live on dry crackers and water for a few months so we don't spend the entire day leaning over Brother John. Of course, amazing creatures that we are (and we are), we learn to live with the growing little angels inside us steadily kicking our innards night and day making us wonder if we're having Rosemary's Baby. Our once flat bellies now look like we swallowed a watermelon whole and we pee our pants everytime we sneeze.

When the big moment arrives, the dam in our blessed Nether Regions will invariably burst right in the middle of the mall and we'll waddle with our big cartoon feet moaning in pain all the way to the ER. Then it's huff and puff and beg to die while the OB says, "Please stop screaming, Mrs. Hearmeroar. Calm down and push. Just one more (or 10) good push," warranting a strong, well-deserved impulse to punch the bastard (and hubby) square in the nose for making us cram a wiggling, mushroom-headed 10lb. bowling ball through a keyhole.

After that, it's time to raise those angels only to find that when all that "cute" wears off, the beautiful little darlings morph into walking, jabbering, wet, gooey, snot-blowing, life-sucking little poop machines.

The teen years. Need I say more?

The kids are almost grown now and we women hit our voracious sexual prime in our mid-30's to early 40's while hubby had his somewhere around his 18th birthday (which just happens to be the reason all that early hot man sex got you pregnant in the first place).

Now we hit the grand finale: "The Menopause," the Grandmother of all womanhood. It's either take the HRT and chance cancer in those now seasoned "buds" or the aforementioned Nether Regions, or, sweat like a hog in July, wash your sheets and pillowcases daily and bite the head off anything that moves.

Now, you ask WHY women seem to be more spiteful than men when men get off so easy INCLUDING the icing on life's cake: Being able to pee in the woods without soaking their socks...

Now I love being a woman but "Womanhood" would make the Great Ghandi a tad crabby.

Women are the "weaker sex."?
Yeah, right. Bite me.

Tue, 28 Jan 2003 22:12:48 GMT

ME: omg guess what?
Stephy: what?
Me: thats what!
me: bwaha
me: ok, seriously now...guess what
StePhY: what
me: thats whaT!

me: OMG guess what
falafel: what!
me: THATS WHAT!
me: bwahaha
falafel: LOL
me: haha, sorry...anyway...guess what
falafel: what?
me: THATS WHAT
me: HAHAHAHA
falafel: hahaha
falafel: HAAAAAAAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA*smack*
falafel: lol
falafel: :-D
me: ok, ok, seriously, guess what
falafel: WHAT
me: THATS
me: WHAT
me: HAHAHAAA
falafel: *dies*

me: Guess what?!
rachel: what
me: thats what!
me: bwahaha
rachel: umm
me: sorry, anyway, yea, guess what
rachel: what
me: thats what!

me: Kelli! Guess what?!
Kelli: hi! what?! o.o
me: Thats What!
me: bwaaahaha
Kelli: lmao dammit
me: haha

me: Guess what?!
Cristin: what?
me: what?
me: wha
me: whoa
me: haha
me: I messed that one up
me: haha
cristin: i guessed now tell me
cristin: lol
me: ok, *going to try again*
cristin: im so confused@
me: Guess what>!
cristin: lol
cristin: what?!
me: thats what!
me: bwahaha

me: Guess what?!
Pat: what what
me: thats what!
me: bwahahaa
pat: haha DAMN YOU

me: Tim! guess what?!
tim: what!
me: thats what!
me: bwahaha
Tim: boooo
Tim: becca fails

me: Guess what?!
Melissabear: what?
me: Thats what!
Melissabear: oooh
Melissabear: hehe

Me: guess what
kevin: what
me: thats what!
kevin: haha
kevin: thats old

Haha. You all fail. I love you all, but you suck, too. haha

Wed, 22 Jan 2003 22:55:22 GMT

mistyeyes684: you're dog, he's good for punting

I <3 Mandy

Tue, 21 Jan 2003 18:37:17 GMT

First day of midterms--Over. Health was easy. We watched babies being born for the first half. blech. That class rocked, thanks to Mandy and Tyler...and now its over. Geometry was easy. Mr. Farrell says I should play rugby, i'm seriously considering it. It seems fun. Quite dangerous though.

Sat, 18 Jan 2003 18:07:20 GMT

Well Well Well..I don't want certain people reading this. So, from now on, my diary is going to be Friends Only and If you'd like to be added to my friends list, just leave a comment or add me...simple as that.

Wed, 15 Jan 2003 03:22:27 GMT

x RudeGirlSka x: you have no idea how great youve been to me. youve watched my back when no one else would. youve understood me in a way no one else will ever get me. youve got so many people that love you, and i would give up almost all my friends just to know that i could keep you for the rest of my life. you will always be like an angel to me bec. always. i love you so much.

...and my night has been made :-)

Tue, 14 Jan 2003 20:43:48 GMT

I just wrote a long entry on how much I hate myself, but it didn't work. fecking computer. I'll try again.

Last night...bah. My father came home drunk. I didn't care. He insulted and hit me, like always. I didn't care. I just wanted to get out. I don't know why I still let it affect me like it does. I'm so immune to it, but for some reason, 'Stupid' 'Ugly' 'Idiot' 'Mistake' still hurt. Especially coming from my father. I believe it though. Its all I have to believe. So yeah, I went bowling. I was so depressed and on the brink of tears that I had to pretend I was happy, and I overplayed it. So now Michelle hates me because I'm 'too immature' damnit, I'm a 15 year old girl! I'm allowed to be immature, to a point. Yeah...anyway...Rocktopus hates me...especially Spencer. I can tell. Eh, I'd hate me if I were them too. Things suck. I hate myself. I smoked a cigarette last night. Never again. Fuckit. I DON'T SMOKE. smoking is repulsive. I don't smoke, I don't smoke, damnit. I don't smoke. Yea...so, My dad gave a few people a ride home afterwards, and once they were out of the car, more insults. I cried. I never cry. I cried, because for the first time ever, he said 'I hate you.' Straight up, I hate you. Thats the worst thing anyone can tell you, ESPECIALLY your father. I feel so unsafe in this house...but..I have no where to go and no one to turn to... Erg. I hate myself so fucking much. I give up on everything. I got a letter, from the dean of admissions from Tulane University in New Orleans. A personal letter, saying that I'm Tulane material, and they want me to go there once I graduate. TU-FUCKING-LANE. I wanted to go there. But...I can't be that far away from everything. For the same reason I don't want to go to UCLA anymore...I'll miss everything. Friends and Local rock especially. Michelle is leaving next year, and she doesn't even care...she's just like 'this is what happens when people grow up, they go to college' ouch. PLUS, Melissa is leaving me too. damnit. Of course it wasn't going to last forever...but they make me so happy. damn. I feel like they get me, they get the local rock thing. nobody else gets that about me. gah. I <3 the fearsome foursome. I'm hopeless. So now, I continue to listen to my beloved Popsicko CD and pretend everything is alright.

Change your face to fit into any situation

Mon, 13 Jan 2003 19:50:56 GMT

This has probably been stated before, but Never go to the hair salon when you're in a bad mood. bah. I've decided I hate it. Its so short. ugh. brargh. Yeah...Bowling tonight...Conor is going to meet me there at 5:00...so I'm glad he didn't ditch me...I'm going to try to talk my dad into driving up to Auburn to get Lissy, because I feel so incredibly bad. blah.

School was okay, I guess...Midterms next week, and Royal Rumble on Sunday :-D

Mon, 13 Jan 2003 01:30:13 GMT

ho hum...
Cut my hair today. Its short. I think I like it, though. I haven't decided yet. Its fun to play with, though. Bowling tomorrow *glee* but, I hate my dad for changing his mind about Auburn *sad* I have green hair, with a random purple spot now. huzzah.

...peaches and cream

Mon, 13 Jan 2003 00:23:24 GMT

my head is on fireeeeeeeeee

Sun, 12 Jan 2003 17:39:11 GMT

*heavy sigh*
Maurice Gibb died. Damnit. I loved the Bee Gees. So much. Damnit. I hate death.

Sat, 11 Jan 2003 23:53:49 GMT

What fucking nerve that man has. He drives my brother around, to all his friends houses and everything...and he's drunk. Drunk and driving his son around, not caring that there is a huge chance he could kill them both. What fucking nerve. My mother is crying, and he is laughing at her. What fucking nerve. I don't even want to admit I'm related to him.

Sat, 11 Jan 2003 17:49:19 GMT

Last night was good times.
I was happy to be out of the house.
Chris, Joanie and Stephy picked me up, we went to Denny's, I had fun sticking my body out the window, too.
Stephy said it was her birthday, so she got free food, and they sang 'happy birthday' to her. HA. Its not her birthday :-P
We then went and saw 'Bowling for Columbine' and damn, what a good movie. I agree with all of it. Then, we just drove around...and didn't egg random things, THATS for sure. Went home and slept. Dreamt about talking goats...and me and Conor just walking around portland, yelling at chickens. Paxil makes me have fucked up dreams. heh. off I go for a day of boredom! woooosh

Fri, 10 Jan 2003 20:27:46 GMT

*seziures* (i've got to get some pills, or something)

STEPHHHHYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!IN FEBRUARY DONNYBROOK IS PLAYING AT THE WELL!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHH! I <3 DONNYBROOK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *glee* and then *more glee* ahhh, I love them oh so much.
02/08/03 -
Donnybrook, Absolve, Aardvark

then...(gill, this one is for you!)

Friday 02/14/03 - Pete Kilpatrick Band, Even All Out, Middle Ground, The Slurpees
doors open @ 5:30 pm
$7 cover

But, its Valentines day...so I'm sure you and Mike will go out :-/ damn.

I <3 Pete Kilpatrick. He rocks many pairs of socks. Ha, thats where I shall spend my valentine's day. SCREW RELATIONSHIPS! BRING ON THE MUSIC! Ha! I love being single. relationships are for dorks :-P Haha, I will bring Melissa with me *nodnod* and I bet Lauren and Michelle will go, too! Yay. they'll be my valentines :-) Also the chance that a certain *cough* band will be there supporting their good friend Pete doesn't hurt one bit either :-)

Ah--Sadder note, one of the members of one of my favorite bands ever (yes, still, screw you) had a heart attack. Maurice Gibb of the Bee Gees is in the hospital right now. I hope he'll get better. I love the Bee Gees. I'm a dork. Yep.

Thu, 09 Jan 2003 23:25:30 GMT

*squuuuuuuueeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaalll* :-D!

Greenwheel is coming on the 31st with Breaking Benjamin and Saliva.

Screw Saliva. I love Breaking Benjamin like whoa, but GREEEEEEENNNWHHHEEEEEEEEEEEELLLL. Heeee.

thanks to Kelli, I'm way-o in love with Ryan Jordan *note--get picture of ryan holding a sign that says I love Kelli'* heh. Wooooooooooooooooooooooo. Greenwheel! Greenwheel! Greeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeenwheel. ow ow.

Thu, 09 Jan 2003 19:28:46 GMT

*seziures*

Just the thought of Metallica and SOAD touring together makes me oh so incredibly happy. They've confirmed some European dates. US tour in in the talks. TAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. Holy shit holy shit holy shit holy shit holy shit. HOLY SHIIIYYYAAATTTTTT. I have to make it up to myself for missing Summer Sanatarium. I will go. Think you're going to stop me? HA! This is my tour. Linkin Park, too. Which is pretty spiffy...>SOAD AND METALLICA SOAD AND METALLICA. *dies* heeeeeee. I'm okay. :-) I'm okay :-)

ah. hee. ah...heee.....ah.

Thu, 09 Jan 2003 01:56:30 GMT

AH! Its kinda sad when you get so attached to rock stars, that you'll see them on TV, and they've changed something about them, and you literally go 'AH!' out loud. well....

SERJ! *cries* nooooooo, what have you done! grow back the moustache, for the love of god! *cries* ahhh, so sad. so.....creepy, too. bah.

I don't know why, but damn. Cover songs make me so incredibly fucking happy. One of the things I could listen to all night--people doing covers of other people's songs. Especially good ones-like this one. A great band covering one of my favorite songs ever. :-D Oh so Happy :-D

Wed, 08 Jan 2003 23:38:52 GMT

(((hugs LJ))) I missed this thingy mabobber. I can't live without it. kinda sad. Brawrg. *yawn* Yea, stuff sucks. BUT I HAVE A PURPLE SQUEAKY BIRD, COURTESY OF MS FALAFEL. It made my week. Fankoo Katie Marie :-)